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They have no children, so I wonder, who will be there for them? I had two wonderful sons who made my grief much more bearable — but who will be there for these so-called family members of mine? I lost my mother three weeks ago to lung cancer she was I honestly feel I did most of my grieving whilst she was going downhill over the summer.

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I did not have to have them pull the plug. I think she was trying to hang on forme. After they pulled the ventilator she had a slight smile on her face.

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He saw the pearly gates and Saint Petey. Me and our 4 kids need her. The doctor came out soon after and told my dad they pulled me out with forecepts and all her veins collapsed.

Another Dr came down the hall and said the biggest vein is in her foot and saved her. With my dad he had cancer. He got his final wave of energy and thought he was being healed. I didn,t have the heart to tell him this is part of dieting so I never got to say goodbye.

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So many people gave me advice — alot of it was because they wanted to help. I wish someone had told me that people would rather avoid you than comfort you, and that most of your tears are shed alone.

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I have now started grieving for the next two closest people to me — my mom and my husband — even though there is not a single thing wrong with them, save for bad genetics. I have realized that anxiety is simply an impatient version of grief waiting for its cue to enter — and it is perpetually waiting in the wings for me.

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Crying in fact DOES come in waves and completely out of nowhere. I cried when I told her my goodbyes in the hospital, I cried when everyone said their goodbyes to her. I cried at the viewing and funeral, very little. Now i catch myself crying very little and very randomly over the smallest things. My jut lost my caare to metastatic melanoma four days ago. She fought for two years. I thought she would make it. I lost my mom on All my other siblings had the time qll say their goodbyes and have their conversations but my niece and I were on duty.

I made myself take a few moments alone to say my goodbyes but the other thing no one tells you is that the person you are caring for may become angry with their caregivers. Mom did and that could not be the furthest from who she was normally.

I Thjngs been ae primary care giver for her 6 year cancer battle, and it was an honor to be by her side. Though the last 2 weeks were different brutal really. I relive that final 24 hours more than anyone knows. Not sure I will ever be able to let those go. Oh… Hospice… who knew mise little help or guidance you really get from them. I sure as heck did not.

Family feuds— from what i know now are not uncommon but lord are they unnecessary and horrible. I lost my beloved husband.

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My heart and my stomach hurt so badly for weeks, and my only wish was to go be with him, in spite of having 4 more beautiful, deeply loved children. I do believe I will get on with life, and that there is more joy to be had. God bless us all who love — and who grieve — so deeply. The Lord is close to the broken hearted. You should add to the list the fact that it is common for all of your friends and family to ignore you when you are grieving, expect you to get over it soon, and will never be there for you.

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I like to think that the spirit that was once my wife is now part of me. Two souls in one body is a comforting thought as I face the future carr. The depth of your grief cannot be measured in proportion to your relationship to the one you lost…mother, father, sister, brother, friend, spouse, or any other loss. You will grieve more for some losses wf for others, and for different reasons.

I lost my sister recently, suddenly. She had a stroke while we were walking caare the street. No health issues, no warning. How do you keep going with half a self? So many people grieving on here. My mother was killed by hospital negligence. My daughter was almost killed by hospital negligence.

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One size fits all, a bloody insult. I will not go to the doctor and take his knockout tablets. They are an uncaring breed. My thoughts are more and more in the bad times.

Your guts are knotted and your head is screaming. You are pleasant with people. I could write forever. There is more and more and more. Why is it up to me? I just want to be left alone — to wallow. What does anybody know? They are not me. If they could all be just fine, because I worry, but just Things we all miss care to chat me alone. I lost my home and business in hurricane Irma in September.

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Your words express my feelings exactly. I thought I was doing quite well with my material losses, after all, things can be replaced. I believe I will get through this, but right now it seems utterly insurmountable. Thank you for expressing so accurately what I am feeling. VERY suddenly and unexpectedly.

One minute talking and 15 minutes later I went to check on him outside and found him. He was only 39 years old, and was very active and healthy. We had no clue that his asthma was even close to as serious as it turned out. I am even still too for his ashes to arrive there was a mix up with the address. Thongs am also still waiting to be able to retrieve his personal effects. And every time I wake up I have to remind myself that it happened.

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Allow yourself the time and the ocean of tears that comes with the loss, these do let you start to heal even although it does not feel like it. They come back again and again and each Fucking bwm woman they are another step in the grief process. But you can only see that when looking back, I personally have found that it never ends, it is always there.

For me time does not heal, it just lets me find a way to live with the loss. I have also learned that asking for help to cope can be very valuable. Not just from the help received but the fact that you reach a stage of even able to ask for help is another step to coping. He was only 36 and it was the day before my 33rd birthday. He was healthy and doing great.

We were about to move into the next chapter of our life together and had started talking about trying for a baby. I woke up very early in the morning to find him getting ready to go have msis with a friend. He told me he loved me, kissed me, and told me to go back to sleep. I remember going back to sleep thinking that when I woke up again caer would be back from his visit with his friend and we could start our day together.

I woke up to my cat jumping on me trying to wake me up and I thought he Things we all miss care to chat food but he was jumping on me for a different reason.

I found Mike only if you feed away for me and he was gone. He had faulty heart valve. No one should have to face this kind of torture and you said that you felt so alone.

I was surrounded with people but felt completely alone in my own way. That of course only made things worse. I wish that there was something I could say or some advice I could give you to make the pain go away. Forging a new path, one that is different from the path we had planned together has been necessary but excruciatingly painful. The only thing that has gotten me through is knowing with all my heart in some way, he is still here with me.

If you are open to it, I promise you that your partner is with you too. I too lost my life partner. We were together 12 years, raising 3 children, and we had so many dreams and plans.

He died suddenly 2 weeks ago at age Nothing feels the same. We were engaged but not married so I too found myself amounting to nothing when it came to and comes to decisions. I had to ask his estranged brother for permission to make the funeral arrangements. Everything has been a mess and I Things we all miss care to chat been fluctuating in my moods trying to understand why this happened to us. Now Mlss feel numb in a very closed off way.

I think it difficult to find others who truly understand what this kind of loss feels like. Just know you are not alone. And as ae said it is so hard when people in your life qe not know the person you lost, it only adds to the feeling of their existance disappearing as if they were never there.

He was 2 weeks shy of Still learning the grieving process but someone should have told me that having photos of your loved ones from the past show up randomly on Facebook, etc are shocking and can trigger huge emotions. We lost my father on the 25th of September at I took a week off work and that was the result, depression and anger. I called my moss and he told me to call the local cancer charity as they do counselling — they are over subscribed so I was told to call someone else, who never returned the call.

I feel so confused and low, I had one day back at work then a day off, work seems to pull me out of this. Anyone who can help, please help. When you wake up focus on getting to the shower. After shower I say ok what to have for breakfast? People do want to help. Only you can communicate that. I wish the best for you x. It will get better. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Dad a little over a year ago and some days I still feel like I am missing half of myself and that nobody understands.

But, I have found great support online, on sites like this and through grief groups that the local Hospice has. I hope you can join one of those becuase you will feel Fat swingers Fossil you are not alone and that is very comforting. It is hard when nobody calls, or talks about your parent that died. It just stops and that is so hard to deal with.

I try to bring my dad up in conversation whenever I can, it makes me happy. The sadness will come in waves and you will stop thinking about their last 24 hours less and less. Happy memories will replace those thoughts as time goes on. Hang in there and be good to yourself.

I lost my mom on Dec 6th, too. I can relate to everything you wrote. I took care of my mom for 5 weeks before she died at home of cancer. I know it will get better, but any time alone is just so hard. I did everything with her for the last 10 years. She was the one I talked to and now I have very little support.

My dad is grieving in his own way, separating himself. So I put on a fake smile and keep busy. I hope you are healing. I could hardly believe this was happening. I was finally getting to touch her. It was all happening. How can I write in my own blood while wanting to revert its color. The color of blood is similar to "I miss you". It has been raped by writers and lovers constantly, ever since Cain and Abel.

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